Re: Depression, Anxiety
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Sooooo had another **** day. I got ****ed off at my mrs as I am being told too bad in regards to our wedding cake. I hate that thick icing and wanted a butter style, but her mum said she will only do the thick stuff because the flowers she made won't stick. So it then occurred to me that either I was left out entirely from the design or her mum decided the design and too bad. So I was fuming. I am also getting extremely frustrated at having gone from a high sex drive to not even giving a **** about it. I tried looking at videos and felt sick which has never happened. I have absolutely no libido and it is frustrating the hell out of me. I am not sleeping or I end up sleeping till 10am and am tired all day. I hope it gets better because this sux and supposedly lexam is one of the better ones. The whole issue is frustrating me so much, it is nearly 2am and I am contemplating a drive. I feel like punching a wall or smoking (quit 11yrs ago).
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